The Globe
He messages me Sunday morning to say he’s serious and he’s going to kill himself. Oddly enough, if I were him, I’d probably say the same thing.
He has no job, he might even lose his house, and I also don’t really give a shit anymore.
14.9.2023
Boyfriend went depressed and vanished. It’s because things aren’t going his way except they are because they’re the result of his actions. I was anxious all day yesterday. He messaged to say goodbye. First to say ‘Fuck you’ and then goodbye. I knew he’ll pop up again soon when he’s done doing whatever he’s doing. Tomorrow I’m putting £1000 in my savings. It’ll mean I’m serious about it. Serious about getting away.